Sunday, December 22, 2013

Financial Domination: The Personal Experience of an Addicted Sub

One of my most impressive banking clients has written about his personal experience with Financial Domination and the Bank of Lynn. I hope that his words motivate you to experience the intoxication of submission as well.

Written by cooman27:

I have always had fantasies of something bad being done to me or about to be done to me. And in these fantasies it is erotically hot for me to remain passive and let things happen, or even to take a more active role and help the bad thing happen. Usually this "bad thing" would do me real physical harm if played out for real and so can only be imagined. Financial slavery play is different, however. Here the bad thing can be played out for real and not need to be only imagined, as the only damage done is to my finances. The fantasies are just as hot, though, or perhaps even hotter because here I actually am letting the bad thing happen instead of just fantasizing about it.

The rush I get when fantasizing about making yet another payment to my domme, and then actually doing it, is ecstatic. My turn on is doing this willingly, letting my domme coax and condition me to giving her more. Humiliation and forced payments via blackmail are not my thing. It turns me on to know I have a choice, looking aside from the addictive aspects for the moment, and that I drain my account willingly. That I may not have a choice because I am addicted to this fetish bothers me not at all. In fact, it turns me on to willingly allow my domme to conditions me to paying higher amounts and reinforce my addiction.

I enjoy many different ways to act out this fetish. Playing money games where only I can lose and pay per minute sessions are two that I like. Right now I am enjoying a pay-to-view message communication game, where each message costs more than the previous. A slow increase in message cost is conditioning me to accept paying higher amounts, and it is a dare to see how far I will go and how often I answer each waiting message.

I like to be completely naked when I am enjoying this fetish. Being naked gives me a sense of vulnerability, and a sense of possessionlessness that fits together well with sending money to my domme. When I am in the mood, I take off all of my clothes and sit before my laptop. I turn myself on by stroking myself lightly while reading past communications with my domme, looking at the payments made listed in my account balance, and fantasizing about how things might go if I relax completely and just let things happen. If there is a message waiting for me, I will then pay to open it, read what my domme has written, and then write a response, which usually includes something that my domme can use to coax me further in her next message. Along the way, usually after I have sent my response, I will enjoy a very intense orgasm while fantasizing about the next handful of payments.

Trust is important, and I trust my domme to never divulge any of my personal details or the nude photos I have sent her without my consent. If I did not trust my domme in this I would not continue with her. I do enjoy the fact that she has seen me naked, as I have seen her in photos she has sent me, and this gives the relationship a needed sense of intimacy. I also trust my domme to try to take me beyond my limits, as otherwise this play would lack excitement.

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